MIDTERM EXAMINATION WILL COME UP!

Schedule of my 1st midterm exams, University of Indonesia

31 Oct Financial Management
3 Nov Macroeconomics
7 Nov IntermediateAccounting
8 Nov Economic and Business Mathematics
9 Nov Cost Accounting

Am i ready?
of course not absolutely :(

Ready or not, every exam that i have to pass, sudden i feel stomachache, not confident, feel not in my excellent performance. Examination, make me feel on edge, just like my blackberry when doesn't get 3G signal. Stammered

My huge problem in studying is Consistency. my pre-examinations syndrome shouldn't happen if i have well preparation. Study hard, keep concerning, and focus. Thats way i can't stay in best performance in long term period. When i get my first IPK 3.67 in STAN in my first semester but getting down after that and gave up in 3.47.

For recent years, i have forgot how to implement best practice in studying, and back to my habit, creating shortcut. NO. Big NO, not anymore. Creating shortcut with One Night Study, and feel so sleepy when do the exam. How can i transfer the knowledge for other if i read the literature, try to understand the subject matter in one night?

Learning is processing isn't?

Now,
i study not for my self, not for getting Magna or Summa Cum Laude. But for preparing my self in future, i can give this knowledge correctly to others, i can make anyone else get great comprehension. Thats way i have to study more hard than before.

Hope that my intention help me to keep motivation, hold my consistency, and make me better learner :)

why do we study hard?

Doa

Robb.. dimana aku bisa mendapatkan orang yang aku inginkan?

Yang penuh kasih sayang, yang penuh kebaikan, kesetiaan serta ketaatan kepadaMU

Ya Robb..

Jadikanlah aku wanita yang pantas untuk mendampingi umat terbaikMu, dimana aku rela sami'na wa ato'na

Ya Robb..

Jika aku blm pantas, maka pantaskan aku dlm kemuliaanMu

Amiiin ya Robb.. :)

US please be patient for me

Nobody can ignore an offer to US!
That is my dream, watching musical in Broadway, window shopping in LA, visiting U-Dub or Harvard. But when the offer is coming, unfortunately i cant. There is midterm exam in a week that have to be faced :( God, this offer is damn gorgeous, short course to Dallas US, only for my office unit.

Dallas, Texas US, beautiful in the night

God, my lovely the almighty, if i loose this opportunity, please give me once again, don't punish me as ur rebellious slave cz ignoring ur opportunity..


God,,if getting ur knowledge is a virtue for everyone who long increasing degree as ur promise, please give me once again. When i am available to fulfill it..

God, i sacrifice this chance, loosing the offer for getting something better, for getting something bigger for my future. My graduation, and my huge ideal; become lecturer.

every single process has each moment..
US, please be patient for me :)

FIX YOU

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down on your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Tears stream down on your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones

Firasat

Percayakah kamu jika seluruh jagad raya ini terkoneksi? makhluk hidup dan yang tak hidup bisa berkomunikasi, dengan caranya tersendiri. Sebagaimana seekor serangga kecil tahu saat bahaya datang, dan sekelompok burung tahu jika hujan badai sudah mengintai. Yang hidup, sebaiknya memperhatikan tanda - tanda. Jika ia peduli, jika ia menyayangi. Karena firasat yang demikian tak pernah bohong

Jika dengan yang tak hidup saja kita bisa saling meberi kabar, bagaimana dengan yang sesama memiliki perasaan, pikiran, dan kemapuan untuk berkomunikasi secara badaniah? Ternyata tak semua semua orang bisa terkoneksi dengan mudah dan saling berfirasat.


Semakin dekat seseorang dengan seseorang lainnya, semakin kuat hubungan firasat tersebut. seperti hubungan ibu - anak, saudara kembar, mereka terkadang bisa merasakan bagaimana perasaan anaknya, atau kondisi saudaranya jika sedang sakit ataupun bahagia.

Namun yang terpenting adalah, apakah yang kita lakukan setelah firasat tersebut, apakah dengan mempercayainya justru firasat tersebut akan terjadi? atau jika firasat tersebut kita abaikan, apakah benar akan ada penyesalan?

Seseksi Karung Beras

Cantik itu relatif.

Ah basi! Cantik itu absolut. Punya kiteria mutlak yang tak bisa disanggah. Bentuk – bentuk tertentu yang secara paten disepakati menjadi unsur pendukung kategori CANTIK. Kulit halus putih menawan. Hidung mancung bukan ke dalam. Dagu yang berbentuk sedikit cekung dan proporsional. Mata yg tajam, dan bulu mata lentik. Mungkin akan lebih tepat dikatakan bahwa cantik itu di definisikan dalam ranah tertentu. Setiap wilayah, beda kriterianya. Punya lingkup wilayah yang masyarakatnya yang secara diam – diam, atau juga secara ramai bersepakat bahwa cantik itu seperti itu, itu, dan itu.

Lebih – lebih seksi. Lebih banyak lagi itu persyaratannya. Pengorbanannya juga banyak. Maintanancenya tidak kalah sama eksperimen para ahli di laboratorium. Salah takaran, salah treatment, ulang dari awal. Cantik dan seksi itu anugerah sekaligus siksaan buat wanita. Jika terlahir tanpa keduanya, hanya orang – orang istiqomah yang bisa memperolehnya.

Sudah 24 tahun, cermin yang tergantung di ruang makan ini menjadi perekam setia wajah sumringahku setelah makan. Masakan ibuku memang lezat luar biasa. Seberapa kenyangku, jika makanan terhidang, aku lupa kalau sudah kenyang. Menyantap masakan ibu hingga tak bersisa. Sebelum beralih ke camilan di ruang tengah, aku selalu terhenti di depan cermin. Entah kenapa ibu meletakkan cermin panjang ini diruang makan. Hal yang tak biasa. Itu karena cermin ini ajaib.

Your 2nd Chance Dream

Hai.. welcome back Lya!

it was long time ago when i wrote here.
people asked me but i still stag on my laziness to write.
well lets groove!!

everybody,,

do you still remember what ur childhood dreams?

Anybody wants to be a doctor? A pilot? A Cop? Or president? Do you know, from 10 favorite ideal profession in children version, tax officer isn’t there in the list! LOL. we can guess it also.

Nobody wonder to become a tax officer. That was unpopular job at that time. Perhaps, when we were child, the older used to teach us to do not think creatively. Nobody wants to be a fire bridge, or become official city park.We used to have common ideal. Doctor, Cap, Pilot, and Astronaut.

Have u got ur childhood's dream?
don't worry, neither do others :)

If we remember our dream in childhood, must have been much different. The question is, why do people tend not to reach their childhood dream?

actually an ideal is not a destiny, but a signpost. Ideals is not a command, but a commitment. Talking about dreams, we are talking about how strong maintain the commitment to reach it.

I was one of millions who have not achieved my childhood dream. As a child I wanted to be a lawyer, and of course much different. I was not a law school student. But its okay, Because for me, ideals ideally made when in the mature years, when someone was able to see the biggest potential in him or her self, so that the ideals will be more easily achieved. I call it, a mature dreams. And my second round dreams is to become a teacher.

Always there happiness comes when I can teach someone with a particular discipline. I like math. and i like to teach mathematics. One time, I am sure will become a teacher, or lecturer. I want to teach students on campus with a discipline that I have, the economy. That's what prompted me to continue my school.

My biggest motivation to continue school is want to upgrade the knowledge. So that one day I am eligible for teaching. Beside that, I want to become a teacher at home for my children someday. That's why I am learning a lot this, swimming, music, reading Qur’an etc, because I wish I will teach my children those skills. My mature dreams isn’t fantastic but it is real. I hold the principle, man jadda, wa jada. Who is conscientious - she certainly can get it.

Friends, what your mature dream?